I know i havent been on for awhile, i havent answered back your messages and the reason for that is...I fell in love with a girl, she was my everything and i spent every minute with her, i thought we were gonna be together for a long time, i was truly happy and I loved her so much. But then I lost her and I fell into a short depression afterwards,my grades started to fall pretty bad, they went from A's to F's and D's, I also started to ditch classes over and over again, I just wanted to be alone, The first couple of weeks were very hard. I was reading our old text messages but I knew i lost her, sometimes i would cry at night because the memo